situational development led to my world being shattered completely when I found out the world (people) didn't operate the way I thought it did. Certain forms of cultural observation, television, books, and people watching/interacting, has given me a profound slap in the face.
"The fact that artiness and inspiration are mainly just conglomerations of other artiness hits like wall. The wall is truth, it just stands. The damage on impact is determined by how fast you were moving through life." I want to elaborate on this idea.